So my son has one more week or 3 days left of school and it is a very bittersweet moment for me. He is my oldest so I experienced a lot with him as a new mom. He has always been my hugger, cuddler, and my little man!
He will be moving on to the 1st grade this coming fall and I def have mixed feelings about it. I am excited for him to keep moving forward and learning new things. I love to see him grow and get excited about new things. I love being able to experience those things with him. But it's also a very sad time for me because he will be going into all day school. I won't get to see him as much and I won't get to eat lunch with him anymore. Some very sad times for a mom for sure!
I am excited about the break I will get as my daughter will be going into preschool so for at least two days during the week it will be me time. I'm not really sure how I should feel about that. I am def ready to do my shopping without kids bc it will make life easier and to clean my house without kids messing it up when I move to another room.
This will also be a bittersweet time with Ash as she is my youngest and the last. Once she is in school, it will be just me!
Life has some exciting things in my future with having kids in school and I look forward to those things but it's going to be a big transition for me. Once that most of my friends wont be going through for a few years still.
I'm gonna have to lean on Jesus during this time. I know I will be doing alot of crying sure. I plan to still be involved in their schooling and help out in their classes but somehow I don't think it will be the same.
Saturday, May 21, 2011
Thursday, May 19, 2011
Music for my Soul!!!
Oh how I LOVE music! I love worship music the best!
There is something about this music that just makes my heart sing and makes the cares of the world go away. I of course know what that something is! It's the LOVE of my Savior Jesus Christ who fills my heart with joy because these songs are about him.
I love to sing to him and about him and for him. Most of the time the music brings me to tears because the words I'm singing are words that feel and believe.
Never in the world would I ever be able to explain what I feel for God. He has done soo much for me and my family and nothing we do will every repay him for what he has done for us.
One of the radio stations I listen to is 93.9 WAY-FM and about 98% of the time my radio never changes. God knows when I need to hear a song and he knows what brings me close to him.
One of the best parts is when I get to go to concerts and see these artists sing live and it's AMAZING!!! When I get to share it with close friends who feel the same as me, it's even better!
Thank you Jesus for loving me and dying on the cross for my sins!
There is something about this music that just makes my heart sing and makes the cares of the world go away. I of course know what that something is! It's the LOVE of my Savior Jesus Christ who fills my heart with joy because these songs are about him.
I love to sing to him and about him and for him. Most of the time the music brings me to tears because the words I'm singing are words that feel and believe.
Never in the world would I ever be able to explain what I feel for God. He has done soo much for me and my family and nothing we do will every repay him for what he has done for us.
One of the radio stations I listen to is 93.9 WAY-FM and about 98% of the time my radio never changes. God knows when I need to hear a song and he knows what brings me close to him.
One of the best parts is when I get to go to concerts and see these artists sing live and it's AMAZING!!! When I get to share it with close friends who feel the same as me, it's even better!
Thank you Jesus for loving me and dying on the cross for my sins!
Wednesday, May 18, 2011
Sickness
For the past two and half weeks I have been under the weather to say the least. It all started with a cough of course. After having the cough for 4 days I decided I needed to go see the doctor. I was tired all the time and loosing my voice so something was wrong.
The Dr then tells me that it's my allergies! Hmmmm this is very interesting to me because I have had severe allergies for the past 10 years and have never had this happen. So she writes me a prescription to help me sleep. I didn't take it bc I don't like to take something unless I have to. At this point, sleep wasn't my biggest concern.
After another 3 days I decide to go back to the Dr because now my chest is burning every time I cough and it makes me want to cry. She then tells me that it's probably blah blah blah! I don't actually know what she said but is sounded like she was guessing so I was like whatever! She wrote me a prescription for an antibiotic and I was happy with that.
During this time I also have to deal with my son who gets the same thing but also a fever and ended up staying home for 4 days and missed school due to the fever.
So this past weekend I ended getting a rash on my face, chest and back. It was very strange and I couldn't figure out where it came from. I searched my head trying to think of anything I may have changed or anyone I have been around that may have been wearing something that might make me do this. The only conclusion was the antibiotics!
So I got o the Dr again to get this checked out and her response is, "this is a very strange reaction!" Well that makes me feel much better! The strangest part is that I was done with the meds 2 days b4 I went to the Dr and each day it was getting worse.
So I now had to get a shot of steroids and deal with this for possibly the next week! During this time I still have a cough that won't go away. I have my voice back but if the cough is still around next week she wants to do a chest x-ray!
ugh!
I'm very lucky to not get sick very often but it seems that when I do get sick, it's horrible and lasts forever.
One day I will be back to myself again!
The Dr then tells me that it's my allergies! Hmmmm this is very interesting to me because I have had severe allergies for the past 10 years and have never had this happen. So she writes me a prescription to help me sleep. I didn't take it bc I don't like to take something unless I have to. At this point, sleep wasn't my biggest concern.
After another 3 days I decide to go back to the Dr because now my chest is burning every time I cough and it makes me want to cry. She then tells me that it's probably blah blah blah! I don't actually know what she said but is sounded like she was guessing so I was like whatever! She wrote me a prescription for an antibiotic and I was happy with that.
During this time I also have to deal with my son who gets the same thing but also a fever and ended up staying home for 4 days and missed school due to the fever.
So this past weekend I ended getting a rash on my face, chest and back. It was very strange and I couldn't figure out where it came from. I searched my head trying to think of anything I may have changed or anyone I have been around that may have been wearing something that might make me do this. The only conclusion was the antibiotics!
So I got o the Dr again to get this checked out and her response is, "this is a very strange reaction!" Well that makes me feel much better! The strangest part is that I was done with the meds 2 days b4 I went to the Dr and each day it was getting worse.
So I now had to get a shot of steroids and deal with this for possibly the next week! During this time I still have a cough that won't go away. I have my voice back but if the cough is still around next week she wants to do a chest x-ray!
ugh!
I'm very lucky to not get sick very often but it seems that when I do get sick, it's horrible and lasts forever.
One day I will be back to myself again!
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