I woke up this morning feeling like me again! This is a wonderful feeling as I have felt lost for a while now. But I feel that God has given me a new outlook on things and he has given me His joy and love and it's hard to contain right now! I found myself not able to go to sleep last night as ideas just keep flowing through my head and the hardest part is that I don't know what to do with them. Especially at 11:33pm. People are sleeping and I should be too but instead my brain is going crazy with soo many things and ways to show God's love to the people around me.
Once again, I am excited to see what the future holds and I can't wait to see what Jesus does with me! I know he has plans for me and sure sometimes it's hard and I feel like make it through and I don't want to wake up and face another day. But when he brings these feelings back into me, I can't contain myself and I want to sing to the ends of the earth. (interesting that the earth is a circle, so good luck right? hehe)
I am very much a visual learner and it makes it hard for me to do things and be excited about things. I need to be able to see how things work and what exactly I am supposed to do. Right now my next step of course is to wait and see what else God shows me. This is not something I am very good at because when I am excited about something, I like to jump right in and don't really look at how this is actually going to work. That some people would call a learning experience hehe.
It feels wonderful to be in the place again and my love Jesus is back and I can't wait to grow in him more!
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