Today has been a rough for me. I have been missing a piece of my heart. That piece belongs to my cousin Jamie. She left back in July on a very big mission trip. It's called the World Race and she will be gone for 11 months and she be serving in 11 different countries.
I have been fine since she left and it hasn't really felt like she was gone. I still get to talk to her sometimes on facebook and have skyped her once. But today has been different. I have cried alot today and still do every time I think about her.
I know she is doing amazing things for people who really need it and I know that she is where she wants to be. Her heart is God's and she will serve him every day of her life. She is a wonderful person and think of her as the little sister I never had.
She is my concert partner and we go to all the concerts together. When she left I had to find a back up from her and so then I was super excited. But now my back up is leaving the country and have to find a back up for my back up. I am going to a new concert next month and I think this is making me miss Jamie even more.
I know God will heal my heart bc he will fill the void but for right now until she comes back. I love and miss her very much!
oh i miss you too.. sooo much. but yeah it is definitely following God's calling sometime. but just stay strong and know this isn't a permanent arrangement. i will be back before you know it only missing a couple of concerts in the mean time. love you and miss you!!
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