New year

Well it has been a bit since I last posted something but for some reason, the holidays make things crazy and my blog was the last thing on my mind. 

So here we are in a new year and I am very much looking forward to it.  I have a lot of goals I have set for myself this year and I am determined to reach them.  I'm sure if you asked my family they would all say, yea sure we shall see, and that is because I don't ever seem to finish anything. 

I get alot of ideas in my head and get excited about them and then one day a new idea pops in and then the next thing you know, I have moved on to something else and quit the first thing I was doing. 

I do believe I have grown into adult ADD.  I find myself needing to find things that will keep me interested or I will quickly get distracted and move on. 

Last September I started Weight Watches and I have very much enjoyed it.  I think this is the first time I have stuck with a weight loss thing and I am very proud of myself.  I am going slow and taking my time learning how to do this and eat right and learn how my emotions have affected my eating.  I will eventually get to a healthy weight and right now I am very happy with my progress.  It has been a process for me and I am learning things about myself along the way that I'm sure I never would have noticed before.  But I will keep on this journey and keep moving forward.

I have also started the process of decluttering and organizing my house.  I am finding things that I didn't know I kept and letting go of things that I now realize I don't need.  This also is a learning process for me.  For years I have always kept things and stuff as my security.  As I grow in my walk with God, he is teaching me to lean on him and that he is my security.  So I am slowly starting to let things go and it turns out, I'm ok with it.  It's a huge relief and I can feel weight being lifted off my shoulders. 

My husband got a new position at work which is very exciting again another learning curve there.  We are not used to seeing him much and now he works almost a reg schedule.  It's amazing the things God does.  The kids were able to see him 3 times last week before they went to bed and that has never happened unless we were on vacation.  God is growing me in soo many ways this year.

I am very thankful for what he has given us and the people he has put in our lives.  I would never ask for anything better bc I can't imagine it getting better than this.  Our creator is bigger than words can say and he loves more than our hearts and minds can imagine. 

I am once again, looking forward to this new year and the journey he has ahead of us.